how to deal

oh my word.
what a day.
this morning i went to class and was telling Autumn all the things I was excited about. First, Carrie and Brittany coming home. And then, Rians birthday. And then, Dad will be here a week from today. And I must have listed off a few other random things, becuase this boy sitting inbetween us, who i didn't know by the way, says "Anything else that today is?". Well, geesh Debbie Downer, thanks a lot. I mean was that really necessary? no. def not.
Okay...so today. Last Fine arts class - ever. Mail room extravaganza. All the girls were hanging out in the mail room together having a great old time - and autumn and i were secretly in the corner, whispering about after this next week we are done with the mailroom FOREVER! YES! Finally. And I called Rian to tell her happy birthday - I had all the mailroom girls help me sing :). I can't believe how much she talks! I can't wait to see her...I'm so excited. It was really funny at the end of our conversation I said "Bye, I love you, Happy Birthday!" and she responded by saying "Happy Birthday" in return. It was the cutest. Then I finished my last project for this whole semester. Meaning the only thing left I have to do is study for finals (more on that later). Then I went to my last American Literature class, then I cleaned my apt (stupid room check the week before they're gonna have to check me out anyways. Then I put some stuff in my storage unit. Then I went to wait for Carrie!!!!!! They were 45 minutes late. So we were really antsy and impatient. We cried when she got off the bus, and hugged. It was wonderful. There were so many people there waiting for all their loved ones...I kind of felt like we were at a concert trying to get to the front of the stage. And poor little Carrie's mom...she is so little, we were trying our hardest to push her to the front. then some dinner, then i had to go to this Senior English Presentation - it's what I'll be doing my senior year - blech! Oh well...still abotu a year until I have to worry abotu it (Although if this next years goes by as fast as this past semester has then I better start worrying now). Then we thought Vienna (meaning BRITTANY) were getting back at 9:45, turns out the plane was delayed, so we had to wait until 12:00. But it was worth it...it was so fabulous. That was also a riot...it was so crazy out there, Brittany didn't even see me at first. Then we all hugged. And then all the girls told me I can't leave for Costa Rica, and I cried. A lot actually. I know am in anticipation for tomorrow. It's gonna be another good day. After everything that the day requires, and a little gamma love at 8-10pm, it is then some loving time with my girls. Which might mean all of us in one car driving to tulsa just to go to QT (and get some rooster booster mixed with cherry flavoring, and other random things that mean staying out all night so that we can talk about everything and spend time together. FINALS - I am so not going to be able to focus on them - because i need to get all my girl time in, before I leave A WEEK FROM TODAY!
I am so emotional so many ways I don't know what to do. I am so happy the girls are home. i am so sad i have to leave them soon. i am so excited for this semester to be over and to go home. I am really sad that i won't live with rachel and kelsey any more. I am excited to go to Costa Rica with Luke, Clint, Danna. I am sad to leave Brittany, Carrie, Ny, Erin, Shanonn, Brittany - and all the others here that I love so dearly!!!
And to top it all off - Deborah Busch gets to come spend the night with me tonight. She was also in Vienna and I missed her dearly.
But through everything - I am indeed ready for Christmas, and to see my amazing family. Because I love them with all my heart.